February 2012
8 posts
Feb 29th
12 notes
fully aware of the illusion, I stumble along unconsciously  taunting and degrading, my ID senses no foul play faulty words I rewind within myself to ensure sincerity innocent pleasure I entangle myself in,  no attachment I promise myself those worlds that run on a never ending strip of film.  the strip of film that circulates weakness and anxiety. 
Feb 29th
restoration has not been set and filled with fuel  nightmares of your favored presense still exists in both the living and fantasy  left behind calls, voices, thoughts, ideas,  the body that no longer contains you.  left behind tears and sorrow.  i don’t want to wake up
Feb 24th
1 note
Feb 13th
878 notes
dreams of the unwanted and hidden desires arise  horror and pleasure intermix, painful ecstasy erupts  forces become far beyond reach and fate takes its course  naked to its elements i am an experiment to my fears
Feb 10th
1 note
Feb 9th
13,941 notes
Feb 9th
67 notes
your words unplug the thoughts of my unspoken heart they wander just as you do within me my heart is hesitant in the presence of yours next muscles contract and focus is of no means an objective  just a memory held prisoner and you the transitory 
Feb 9th
January 2012
21 posts
Jan 31st
1,031 notes
Jan 28th
180 notes
hold me by the hair and drown me underwater beat my insides until they beg for leave let my nerves hold no ties between body &heart scalpel, be free and move to the music  assist me in my freedom and cut me loose 
Jan 28th
2 notes
Jan 28th
87 notes
the knot explands drastically in the throat heat circulates through veins  eyes swell into hand loads and muscles tighten  hatred accumulates into explosion  &devilish thoughts are wished upon
Jan 28th
Jan 23rd
575 notes
Jan 21st
902 notes
in a dark room, walls are covered with mirrors   a man whose face is hidden behind cloth sits in the corner a familiar love earnestly pleads for intimacy “not here”, i refused suspiciously pleading did not cease and his hands become nimble  nerves tremble and my mind becomes absent my eyes become another spectator in the room stripped bare to the only thin cloth that prevents...
Jan 21st
3 notes
escape from crime and insanity i depart in secret, in mind, another time joggers legs are held down and forces contradict slow and agonizing escape as entities are behind, waking and following paranoia streams through my blood and trust is no option i seek a savior dressed in a monks attire, cold clammy hands hold mine although filled with doubt, i proceed for i am hopeless looking upon his...
Jan 21st
4 notes
Jan 21st
2,976 notes
let my feet be an overbearing mechanism that eliminates all being free all shoulders of weight that consumes society cut the strings that entangle us in belief.  eliminate all conformity and free our souls.  let my feet be an overbearing mechanism that kills us all. 
Jan 20th
Jan 20th
48,440 notes
Jan 20th
331 notes
Jan 20th
38 notes
shivers and hairs stand at the sight of your presence  your cold finger tips creep to high altitude, slowly and breath quickens as each new cell feels you eyes start to flicker as the profound feeling engulfs me as time stands still, my entire mind and soul is lost lost with you, just you and I until time ticks again.
Jan 20th
3 tags
skin the color of pastels and consistency of damp...
Jan 13th
1 tag
the exposure creates boiling, and skin quickly moistens mind loses reality as loss motor control accompanies it voice becomes mute and vision clouds of thick silt  senses lose all, complete function body no longer body but flesh of unknown  no longer one with the soul who is held captive.
Jan 13th
5 notes
Jan 12th
54 notes
1 tag
Jan 11th
4 notes
Jan 8th
6,758 notes
it gets harder to inhale as thoughts wander and bodies become idle it gets harder to inhale  everyday. 
Jan 7th
December 2011
4 posts
Dec 25th
373 notes
Dec 25th
22 notes
not the roundness of the earth or the sleek grains of sand  not even the abyss of dark rhythmic thumps. magic confines us from reality
Dec 25th
a virus that changes, it detect a new man. maybe once this encounter would not be faulty maybe, just like past meaning, it carried on through  no visible threat, an ignorant membrane allows you entry.  decoding and twisting thoughts, manipulation occurs. let it be the final fall for the next may be a final end and disaster erupt
Dec 2nd
October 2011
1 post
everyday i am falling  i am breathing less and less  i am slowly disappearing  away from every living organism. from you. from me. 
Oct 21st
September 2011
1 post
the dirt that can’t be scrubbed clean it reeks of guilt, unintentional desire, and regret. the stench is so overwhelming, it belittles me.  it devours me whole.  it pains every nerve. it troubles me entirely. 
Sep 14th
2 notes
August 2011
11 posts
Aug 30th
175 notes
Aug 17th
10 notes
i had a dream, you moved again. everything was the same except your room grew older the colors, clothes, collections, and bed. they all aged, matured. you and your room grew older and i froze. no memory of me was in there.
Aug 17th
Aug 11th
Aug 4th
limbs and innards begin to give in while heart and...
Aug 4th
Aug 4th
7,888 notes
hearing you speak is a burden, please stop.
Aug 3rd
man with such a nice front. through societies eyes, a man of good deeds. a man who is carefree, loving, and never a day of an unhappy face. who is thought to have all the great characteristics. who would’ve known such a man could speak such foul, endless, and meaningless thoughts. his mouth knows no limit, no stop to his own mind. if only this man can observe himself through another...
Aug 3rd
boiled to the point of evaporation and past the point of no return. to where no prior respect, care, and admiration can be thought upon again. settling into a dislike for one i never knew could be possible. hate, anger, frustration, stress — questioning the existence i almost hold control of, if it is even worth it.  if it will be easy for both parties if i did not simply exist. to...
Aug 3rd
Aug 2nd
193 notes
July 2011
4 posts
a body with no control center, absent. left with no warning, left because of frustration, left because of exhaustion. five days of absence, mindless indulgence, and no self awareness. upon return, plans of recuperation begins. feelings guilt, self hate, and unworthy of existence circulates through veins. thick layers beneath the skin are its sin and punishment. wishing to grab hold and rid...
Jul 27th
Jul 21st
1,061 notes
faces shift, and thoughts altered the sacrifice has become i and fate has taken its leave. alone in the dark depths of my own naive mind, it has left me; stricken of emotion only known for gods to describe. again, my weak soul is victimized.
Jul 19th
Jul 9th